*it feels as if though sometimes
i place myself up in such egotistic plateau
but then...later

i am abosorbed into the darkness
its soft and languid fingers creep and ebb over my heart
whispering truths and lies mixed together
if only i had the Sight

if only i could make a deal with God
and get him to swap our places
to be the one to run up that road,
to run up that hill, and that building
sweat blood and tears, caught in despair for that price,
that price of my dreams

my calves are chaffed and worn out
my breath shallow and rasping in the dust
the red sand collides with the white sun
i become... nothing in the sea of red
under the ray of white.i am naked.

lay down and feel my life slip away like water
from this dry skin of mine
who was hollow in the heart from the start

it doesn't hurt me, do you want to know how i feel?
you and me, it never crossed my mind
the dark lustry moon collides with the stars
in the milky sea of universe
the mother moon smiles and wipes my brows

and if i can change for the ones i love
tell me that what we do matters
even if it is a grain of sand on the beach
tell me that we can be happy


i see a girl with white dress
holding a purple flower
against the white sun
come, child, turn away from the sun
the white light will obliterate you
obscure your fragile and minute existence into nothing

run away...run away...